2nd decade into the new world

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And there goes, my 20th birthday. Started with a heartful dinner with my lovely classmates, work, and a cake with family to end it.




Darn I'm getting old ><



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<3 Rachel <3

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Hsien was pestering me to update, so yeah. Here's one. =P


My holidays so far can be described in one sentence.. It's the same as the previous holidays! Made holiday resolutions, hardly anything done. All I could do is just sit in front of my laptop, fb-ing away or playing games occasionally. I wanna watch my movies and animes but I always got dragged to do other stuffs. XD


Seriously, I need to do something beneficial. *sigh*


Holiday's ending in a lil more than a week, and work's starting this monday. Network support shouldn't be too much of a job, or hopefully it's just nice to make the work worth working (by worth working I don't exactly means idling in there all day long).



School fees haven't pay. =/

Gotta apply scholarship again. =/

Gonna start lessons again soon. =/

Windows 7 still havent install. =/

I miss her. =(


Most of you might have already known, but yeah, I've got a new sweetheart by the name of Rachel. She's actually my first real love, and she's a Christian (yay!!), and she's not as (a lil too) young compared to my ex. And I'm happy! Ever since the previous incident I prayed to find someone like her.. And I found Rachel.

Thank you God <33

Ain't kiddy love anymore.. Will appreciate her and make every moment with her precious. Right now she's on the way back from Singapore, should be arriving in a few more hours' time.. I'm missing her already. ><



Why can't you understand the fact that I'm Rachel's bf? Leave her alone please ==



Oh well.. hopefully she gets back safely. Looking forward to our next outing!



<3 Rachel <3



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Go with the flow

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As of late, I've been wondering about what qualities do I still lack in trying to be a better person. No doubt, I'm not the wisest person around, nor am I the smartest. This year in particular though, I've been trying to figure out what brings out the charm in everyone (read: myself, mostly). There have been few times that I felt like I'm in the top of the world, but to date, it's mostly overconfidence and false hopes.


How often do you have a skyrocketed relationship and one that also comes crashing down just as fast? =P



Am I mature? Perhaps. I do seem to handle lots of things in a steady manner nowadays, compared to my reckless style last time. Since that incident a year ago, I've grown more patient and optimistic towards any problems I face now. Maybe I'm heading into the right direction here.



But.. Am I ever natural enough? I used to think so, but I'm already starting to doubt myself about this recently. I've been planning too much for my life, too obsessed with perfection in everything. I hold on to this saying, "Being perfect is a curse", and yet I've been trying to become one without me realising it. The happiness I've been trying to pursue is slowly turning into a perfection, a curse.


Oh gosh, why didn't I realise this sooner.. Chances have slipped away from my hand time after time, all mainly because of my excessive plannings.


Thanks for pointing it out Cindy.. I might not have realised this if you didn't tell me about it.



The timing is different for everyone.. I might just be earlier than you, but it doesn't mean I'm any better. Go with the flow.. I thought that I wouldn't be having -one- til at least another year but voila! Just a short one month and it happened. So sudden and yet natural, and I'm liking every moment of it. Like he said..
I could just kiss you all day long. Quote not by me. =)





God must have a plan for all this, I believe. It may, after all, turn out to be a blessing in disguise. =)


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First two months together, success! ^^

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Last Wednesday marked the first two months that me and Eilyn are together.. Two months is really too short to say that this is workable, but what am I feeling so far?



Sweet! But it'll definitely be much sweeter if she stays somewhere nearer to me.. I'm growing envy of other couples who could walk around in shopping malls holding hands and sleeping on each other's shoulders and I can't! T.T



Oh come on I'm a guy with perfectly masculine hormones too.




But.. All is not lost. At least she's quite a strong girl herself despite her young age, being able to withstand this big distance gap between us. She's unique, no doubt. Nevertheless, it would be so much better if I could go out with her once in a while. Maybe once a week, maybe once a month, perhaps even 3 months once.. Better than a year, right? =)


Just wanna let u know.. We won't know what will happen in the future, but til then, I want you to know that I wanna be with you as long as we can. Will cherish every moment I'll get to call you my darlyn. =)






This is a good way to end the month of love isn't it? =P


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She can draw too!

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Drawing posts one after another. =D


Was just curious on how Eilyn could draw.. so I asked her to draw some for me. Beware! The following drawings are drawn using a mouse and may cause your eye to bleed. XDD

















Cute rite?



And while waiting, she drew this too. Nice rite?? I wonder how well could she draw with her hands. Can't wait. X3








*I've got a test tomorrow and I'm still blogging and chatting LOL*



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Kiddy drawings

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Oh goodness it's a week since Valentine's already! Got give your loved ones extra love onot? Ask yourself. Dunnid tell me. =P


Neways, few weeks back during the Chinese New Year, Yuan Yi and Yuan Ji (my two adorable twin cousin sisters) actually drew something from home and then gave it to me when they came to my house.. It's not a super nice drawing la, but it's still nice!


The two little girls on the bottom rite : Who is who I can't tell now =P








Sweet, no? ^.^



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Kiss of deaf

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Kiss of Deaf <-- Click! One word : Read!



May be important to couples out there. Careful you know. ;)





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You'll find one, one day

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~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
i wonder when only i can find her

~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
hmm

ÇÎñd¥( says:
hmm..you sure will one day

ÇÎñd¥( says:
just be patient

ÇÎñd¥( says:
if kor one a good one

ÇÎñd¥( says:
its oways a matter of waiting

ÇÎñd¥( says:
i trusted mine..and im gonna wait

ÇÎñd¥( says:
=)

ÇÎñd¥( says:
so kor too lar..be patient

ÇÎñd¥( says:
angels need time to fly down from heaven you know

ÇÎñd¥( says:
lol

ÇÎñd¥( says:
thy need daddy's permissions too

ÇÎñd¥( says:
and passports..

ÇÎñd¥( says:
im crapping again..haha><



As sweet as my lil sis says it. =)



Pic of the day :





Watermelon Snow, Chocolate Snow, Strawberry Snow. Yummy! =D


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A quiet one

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Yesterday's birthday was rather quiet compared to the previous years. Did nothing much, except waiting til my sister came back from work, sang the birthday song, cut the cake, eat the cake, and it's the end.


I have to thank my friends for bringing me out clubbing on the first day I turn legal, haha! Though falling down while doing a breakdance move was rather embarassing. =.=




Ice cream cake! It's still nice, though a little too sweet for my liking. =)

A big THANK YOU to all those who wished me yesterday no matter how busy you guys are k? Really appreciate them. =)

I'm still uploading the sabah trip pics into photobucket, so please bear with me and wait if you wanna see the pics kay? There's gonna be lots of them. =)






Out of the 11 of you, only 1 remembered.



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Random japanese snacks

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Since my final semester exams would only be on the 7th(finished), 10th(tomorrow) and 14th july, there would be no classes on the other days. At least that's what my class think. But don't care la, got or not we won't go also. =P



Today's download speed is rather bad. My download speed has a tendency to follow the weather pattern. When it's sunny, the download speed would be good most of the time. When it's cloudy or raining, the speed is just terrible. And it's cloudy the whole day today. Dang. =.= I want a good download speed la damnit.



hSieN - says:
hey

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
hsien yiiiiiiiiiiiiii

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
heyy

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
=D

hSieN - says:
i wanna ask

hSieN - says:
that time mr rajesh gave the test

hSieN - says:
what questions did he ask in that test ah

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
err

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
wat test?

hSieN - says:
some small test?

hSieN - says:
u said he had

hSieN - says: u bluff me one issit that time

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
duhhhhhh

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
i tot you know edi?

hSieN - says:
sheesh

hSieN - says:
i kinda knew but just wannted ot make sure

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
excuses~

hSieN - says:
u meanie

hSieN - says:
cheh

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
okay

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
something for my bloggie later

*unicef ~[(F)]≈[+] » Žępĥỹřűş « [+]≈[(#)]~ [TriPle You Tee EFF!!] says:
XD

hSieN - says:
haiyo

hSieN - says:
u ah




Apparently one of my 'lies' last time lasted til today. =D





And for some random pics today.



Some seaweed snack.



Furan-O-Re, a French-ed(or Japanised?) Rocky.



It looks like a green baseball bat.



Yummy. =)

Countdown : 20 days left

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